i doubt you will see this post therefore this is the best place to say this...you said that we two are good friends but for me i never treated you as my good friend from the beginning because that is not the way of how i wanted the things to go. I regretted for keeping this feeling inside till now. i should have told you earlier but just cant find the courage to say it because i rather seeing your smile everyday then u avoiding me. that is what i am scared of. if that is really a chance, all i will just do is hug you tightly and say......although it hurts when i know u go out with....alone because i always thought that you really belong to me.but then i noe that as a good friend i cant ask much i cant be selfish i cant be be jealous as u still have ur freedom, thats why is diff being a good friend and a bf because there are a limit to things that i can do as a good friend but what i want to do is just love you more and not having to restrict my actions my words towards you. i really cant forget the smile is that smile that make u special:] turtleboi#12 ursday, September 23, 2010
