sian la , i failed three test in a week le. i am freaking sian la wth , got study fail never study pass, wad freaking theory is this arh is sucks la
i am feeling down this week wish that i could tel someone but yeah decided to bluff myself by juz putting a smile on my face and i realised my leg has been hurting for 4 days i also dunnoe why it always hurt in the night PAIN JUST GO AWAY!!!!!!!! i really hate this word and how it torture me physically and emotionally feel like scolding!@$%*$hai still sian la I WANT TO PLAY BALL I NEED TO PLAY BALL if really 2012 is going to end i will spend my last hour holding on to you and die maybe my family too just imagine we will die, i cant imagine cause i will die of lots of regrets
just wanted to tell you somethings..... but yeah is gd to shut it all down.......
turtle boi(elton) Thursday, April 30, 2009
6:43 AM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
SUPER HIGH TODAY PLAYED % HOURS OF BASKETBALL is shiok la when u ge tthe feeling back blocking shots making play laughing joking. i also dunnoe how to describe but the feeling was gd althoguh i noe i will hurt my leg but yeah is still worth it la. love the feeling of blocking shot seriously u wont forget the feeling is nice dudes is nice
but now i am icing my leg cause it hurts. is swell up i doubt i can walk or leave my bed but yeah i noe got a bunch of great buddies teammate friends brothers al of them call me to play for next year but sorry u guys i decide to be selfish and take care of my leg SORRY!!! u al still got khai rui his gd guys his gd but anyway had a great time
if life is a dream i dun want to wake up cus i dun want to lose a bunch of great guys and great friends and i dun want to lose u seriously i cant get off this topic..... turtle boi(elton) Saturday, April 25, 2009
5:59 AM
Friday, April 24, 2009
Chinese oral 2moro haha, scared i will do badly sia, decided to have a basketball match 2moro with jer they all it will be since dunnoe how many months i actually start playing ball although i will die of pain at nite but i think is still worth it to scariface la still wondering bout metaphysics but i came to conclusion that if this is really a dream then i really dun wish to wake up cause i will lose everyone when i wake up and if this is a dream of the future then although i get to change my mistakes but mistakes is what make u grow and failures is wad make u strong so even if i woke up i will do wad i do la but if i said if is a really a dream when i wake up i will surely not let u leave me i seriously mean it and that is the only thing that i wont change
5:53 AM
tired week for me i am so dead and i have chinese oral 2moro sian la but nvm la cus meeting guys to play bball after that felt like an idiot today bringing home tonnes of book home all the way from ahs to home(hougang) WAD THE HELL!!!but nvm can train my muscle haha yesterday read up on meta physics again i find it very interesting le cus is like very unbelieveable la anyway mrs bong introduce me a movie 13 floor is nice i think thinking of watching, but yeah not much new ghost movie coming up le very sian haha!! just love ghost stories le.
i go play piano le bb!! turtle boi(elton) Friday, April 24, 2009
12:30 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
is been a long time since i last blog,yeah! anyway finished running my 2.4 yesterday although i get last 6 in the sec3 and sec 4 cohort but at least we decide to help our friends then leaving him there and finish him there, the race is not bout winning but is bout running with 4 of my great friends joking laughing like siao,it was different it...ya it was just very different.
today mr ben tan told us this theory that are we all leaving in a dream it really stunned me because u mean i have a 80 year old dream, and i have the same feeling like sometime u felt that u did came to this place before and the only way to explain it is that u are repeating the same dream. but i wish this theory is unreal because if is real then all the love,friendship,hardship,is un real cause is all ur brain that is doing the work does it mean the person u love is the person u imagine NO!i dun wish that to happen then the person i love is unreal. if really this is a dream then i wish i will never wake up because i dun want to lose u when i wake up.
sometimes i dun noe wad is the prob with me..... i wish i could delete the emotion shy in our feelings...... Because is stopping me....... (ELTON)turtle boi Wednesday, April 22, 2009
5:17 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
WAH A SUPER SIAN WEEK FOR ME 5 TEST LE!!!!!!! dying liao. hai damn freaking sian la my head seem to be always in the book is like seems to be everyday sia want to die liao arh
today played and1 with my fellow class mate is was gd showing off my shake bake and cake haha is nice sia.... been working on push ups lately while studying and of course the nba playoffs are coming yes! and support boston all the way FTW!!!! but dun noe i got anytime to watch not haha i gotta go study geog le bb!!
life seem to be empty without you around... maybe is just a test i am facing..... but am i so sure u r the one i am waiting....
elton(turtle boi) Tuesday, April 14, 2009
5:47 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009
hai been a awful week for me... and the weekends are coming. i am more stress more tired more... aiya juz purely sian lor and stupid homework they juz flood. i am like struggling to be awake everyday la. lots of cher flare up this week and when to see doc for my leg and nose. HAI! this world is not fair haha. there is new movie coming up le the unborn but i still cannot find anyone to watch with me le. sian feel so restless hai
my life feel so empty without you... i really doubt if i have the strength to continue walking... maybe i just have to learn to adapt....
